When you are mentally exhausted from everything and everyone around you.
You don’t know what to do and you just want to explode.
No matter how hard you have tried to make friends and have family around, you cant depend on them. You need to depend on your self.
What you are going through in life, it is not easy. Some of us have it harder than others. Some of us are good at hiding our situation than others. It just that life is not fair at all. It just takes all your energy out of us and leaves you exhausted. And it takes a toll on you the next day and the next day until you just exploded.
You don’t want to explode or yell at or even hurt yourself. You just want all those feelings to go away. You just don’t know how. And bottle it up isn’t a good idea as well. But you can you do when eve everyone, like everyone you know and live with, is not supporting. They just don’t understand you ar all no matter how much you try to explain it to them, even on different occasions. It just not enough and there go the exhaustion and the exploding again.
I will tell you this, there is a stranger who cares about you more than your friends who are willing to help you in your situation. They have great ideas and a better understanding than those around you. All you have to do is to take your hands and do research on those who can help you. That is all. Just a simple phone call or chit chat online (be careful online).
You can so can so do this!!!